li-la

4 days ago, i was reminded of what would have been our 9 years anniversary. and i thought i was going to get really emotional about it. in the end, i smiled. i was reminded of the days when we were young and foolish and we loved just like that, unconditionally. 

fast forward to 9 years later, i am glad that i am able to look back and just smile at the memories. no hatred, no negativity, no regret.

i hope i can love like this again.

amidst the shitty news that came at the start of the year, i am super glad that the year is finally getting back on track. news of friends getting into new relationships and with our home renovation commencing in a couple of weeks’ time excite me.

i hope everything goes well from now on.

come 2017, you got yourself into some shit and the whole world worried for you. with everyone’s prayers and care you picked yourself up but not without earning lessons and scars. seeing you physically puts my mind to ease but hearing you, i cannot help but feel that you did not really learn your lessons well after all.

oh wells, like i said, i am going to put an end to those thoughts and i hope i no longer have to feel anything towards you.

ironically, feels like today’s the day i can put an end to the endless thoughts about you.

happy valentine’s day!